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2021: be kind

β€œin a world where you can be anything, be kind”

sometimes it is best to not speak your mind

no one can imagine what you went through

so sorry for the world and what it did to you

and the reporters are only getting greedier

they will do anything to broadcast only your dirt in the media

people forget that celebrities have emotions

all they see are your pretty pictures posted on the socials

everyone gets jealous of the life you are living

same age but you are by far winning

now they have been painted green

start commenting behind their phone screen

they are so oblivious to the risks

that mental health exists

because they do not know that you currently cannot sleep

their words hurt they cut so deep

you did not know the spotlight came with a price

not everyone will love and support you. it does not feel nice

the haters are getting their satisfactions

due to their cruel captions

it hurts to see that so many idols

are so severely suicidal

depression

and when sleep abandoned me so did my dreams

mood swings started going from bad to extreme 

my motivation drifted out of my window along with the smoke from a cigarette 

sometimes i even had to get high so my body could forget 

to disremember this overwhelming feeling of sadness 

i tried to paint my future but the outcome was always a blank canvas 

needed watering like i was a flower

i went ten days without a shower 

to my bed i had been chained 

it was summer but i stayed indoors like it had rained

this is how depression feels

my happiness she steals

and every time i thought i’d got rid of her 

and every time i thought i was about to recover 

she reminds me that i couldn’t kill her even if i tried to

she reminds me that the only way i could have got rid of her is if i died too