dear broken hearted girl

just a broken hearted girl

living in a lonely world

surrounded by billions but still feel alone

hundred contacts but still no one to phone

everything is moving so fast

but cannot see the future she is stuck in the past

tried to paint love on a blank canvas

all she got was a splash of blackness

to represent her sadness

she is an award winning actor for pretending

her bad days are never ending

sanity is severely descending

she has been searching but still cannot seem to find the light at the end of the tunnel

thinking she should just save everyone the trouble

and end this struggle

no one would even miss her right?

wrong! she is the reason i write

she sparks the flame inside of me that ignites

she cannot quit

i will admit

i cannot imagine a world without her in it

let me be the speaker

dear reader

i need her

do not know who needs to hear this

but you deserve to exist

your life is the precious gift

blossom

to appreciate the sun you have to sense the rain 

to feel happiness you have to go through pain

you lose a few to deserve the win 

get rewarded for the good to avoid the sin

for you to rise you first have to suffer 

you have to begin weak to get tougher 

to get to the top need to start at the bottom 

you have to get through obstacles to finally blossom 

in order to chase your dreams you need to rely on no one 

to discover love you have to get your heart broken 

why must this happen? i have so many questions 

i guess life is all about teaching us lessons